I've flown g quite a bit to stop my head from exploding and mind from racing, even though that's probably te same.
Today I'm making a post in the style that Ryan proposed some time ago. I'm not as fast when it comes to typing, but I think I'm a lot slower and trying to get things out of my head in a similar fashion. If that makes sense.
I'm currently in London, and I came here to see someone that made my heart race and brain I don't know what. I'm not planning to get into all the details even though Planet Swhack now has it's own feed, which has the effect that I'll be posting (argh I used backspace) more personal entries in the future. Sometimes they might be senseless too. I'm aware that I should've added a few periods the the former sentence.
But to get back on track, it didn't work so well. Assumptions and behaviour that's not usual for our characters hinder (eh, not the correct term here, but you get the idea, add an "ed" as well) us from getting anywhere near a situation where you feel close to eachother, (replace with a period, thanks) A stu extremely badly phrased and mad idea that I suggested didn't help either. We didn't meet up today, I only spent time at Tom's flat today. It's okay, I feel fine, not great, but life goes on.
London itself is not a place that I'd like to spend time at for longer than a few months I think, there's just too many things I like about Vienna. Some of them are just not there, or hardly visible (to a two-day-tourist goddamnit). Maybe I should stop critising criticising Austria for not being submitting to the god called commercialism.
I'm thinking about writing for the Metroblog Vienna again, I hope it works out. I might compare the first few. Fuck it.
I'm an idiot, a motherfucking idiot. I just realised what idiot I've been yesterday, fuck, I'm sorry. Additionally to what I knew already anyway,
This is ll somewhat Emo siN't it. Fzck it too.